My Grandma is dying...
a slow and painful death. She has pancreatic cancer and has just gotten her 3rd stint put in her liver since January.
She helped to raise me.
I lived in the same yard as her on the farm for the first 5 years of my life. She cared for me when my mom had to go to work when I was 2 to help support the family my father could not/would not support.
I feel a part of me is dying.
Then my dad calls me today and tells me to tell her what I want of hers before she dies so that no one takes it.
I'm so upset. I am bawling. I told my dad that if she wanted me to have something she would give it to me. I'm not going to talk to her about what I want when she is dead.
I'm so lost right now.....
She helped to raise me.
I lived in the same yard as her on the farm for the first 5 years of my life. She cared for me when my mom had to go to work when I was 2 to help support the family my father could not/would not support.
I feel a part of me is dying.
Then my dad calls me today and tells me to tell her what I want of hers before she dies so that no one takes it.
I'm so upset. I am bawling. I told my dad that if she wanted me to have something she would give it to me. I'm not going to talk to her about what I want when she is dead.
I'm so lost right now.....
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Bless your heart and hers. I can only say I am sorry and sending you hugs.
Take care.
Awww, Nicole, I'm sorry, I'm sending lots of good thoughts your way!
((((((Nicole))))))
I'm sorry to hear this. Sending you big hugs from New Mexico...
{{{hugs}}}
Hey Nicole, I know what you're going through. My Grandmother passed away last August after a short bout with Thyroid Cancer....I only wished that I had lived closer to her so that I could have spent more time with her.....so go and see her and just spend time, that's more precious than anything else.
I'm so sorry, sweetie.
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